Un-sorted thought

I thought I would travel far
I thought I travelled far
But When I looked back, I am still there, I did not move one inch.

I thought I will find you there
I thought you are still there
But When I looked back, you were not there.
So, I looked far, I saw the end of your sari...you are beyond my reach....

Walking down the lane I thought I knew everyone
Myth are seldom are true
when I looked up I knew no one..not even myself
Walking alone for so long, made me an unknown person to myself

For whom should I sing now
For whom should I pray now
For whom should I work now
For whom should I fight now
For whom should I live now

Then I heard a voice...
Sing for yourself
Pray for yourself
work, fight and live for yourself
You have been doing this all along but only pretending otherwise.
Why this different thought now...
Carry on...There is only one way in a tunnel.
One day you will cover the tunnel and you will see the light again.

FAR ACROSS

FAR ACROSS THIS LAND OF SAND
THERE IS A OASIS REFRESHING
FAR ACROSS THIS OCEAN SO STORMY
THERE IS A NEW LAND OF JOY
FAR ACROSS THIS NIGHT OF DARKNESS
THERE IS A BEAUTIFUL DAWN AWAITING
FAR ACROSS THIS STATE OF LONELINESS
THERE IS YOU, MY LADY...

SO I SET MY SAIL IN THIS HIGH TIDE
SO I PACK MYSELF WITH YOUR DREAMS
SO I FILL MY BOTTLE WITH YOUR LIPS
SO I GET MY COURAGE WITH YOUR LOVE, MY MISS

THE STORMY OCEAN AND DEAD DARK SKY
THE MIRAGE OF BEAUTIFUL TIMES
THE THIRSTY DAYS AND HUNGRY NIGHTS
SET MY ASPIRATIONS TO THE HIGHEST HIGHTS

THEN I COME TO YOU...
THEN I SEE YOU SMILE...
THEN I KISS YOUR LIPS...
THEN I MAKE YOU MINE.

DAYS WILL ALWAYS COME BY...
AND YOU WILL BE FOREVER ONLY MINE.

What happened?

With shadow on your face,
With life’s disgrace,
With worm sucking blood,
You are covered with mud!

Wash your face with deeds you have done,
Then see it’s still black or gone!
Humour of life, you still will laugh,
Your core knows it’s only a bluff…

Why do you suffer and what have you done?
Search your mind, freshen your memories!
You will find them one by one…

WHO AM I? ONLY SHE KNOWS!!

Am I a traveler…?
Who have travelled miles…
But at last found shelter under the cool shed of your wings…

Am I a frustrated fisherman…?
Coming home empty handed, with the sun going down the horizon…
But, his world starts glittering with your smile…

Am I the ever cheerful balloon seller…?
Whose colourful balloons hide his poverty…
But, you are his only possession which make him happy…

Am I a fancy dreamer…?
Who dream of being the king of the world…
And wakes up to find nothing, but his queen sleeping beside…

But deep down within I am mad lover…
Who have lost his identity…
And searches existence within you…

Missing You...

Some logs laid there, some bricks lay piled up and there was enough sand; it was the sea shore. All lay uselessly on this empty shore. Some got washed away, and those that were left wanted some miracle.

I lay on this sand, only some low waves came by, and in dream you came to rescue me. My desires grew and clouded my heart and mind. The logs smiled, so did the bricks and sand. I was building a house, your steps made it home. This was our little niche.

In morning, sea dove sings and sun light through the small window, played. The changing colours of sea added colour in our life. We were lost in each other…

I was drowning in my vast ocean of countless desires. Desire to love you! Desire to make you mine! Desire to spend my life with you! Desire to die loving you!

Offf!!!! the phone rings…

Suddenly I got up! It’s your miss call! I checked the time; it was midnight; our time. I was happy.

LITTLE PRINCES SLEEPS

MY SWEET LITTLE PRINCES GO TO SLEEP.
I WILL SOOTH YOUR HAIR AND KISS YOUR FOREHEAD.
I WILL SIT AND WATCH YOU SLEEP,
THESE BEAUTIFUL MOMENTS CAN NEVER BE MISSED.

MY SWEET LITTLE PRINCES GO TO SLEEP.
YOUR WORRIES AND FEAR I WILL KEEP
I WILL GUARD YOU LIKE FATHER
YOU JUST KEEP FAITH IN ME

MY SWEET LITTLE PRINCES GO TO SLEEP.
WHEN YOU WAKE UP, TELL ME ABOUT THE DREAM
THE WORDS WE SHARED AND PROMISES WE MADE
TRY TO KEEP THEM AND NEVER LEAVE ME.

MY MOON

THE SUN HAS SET, BUT STILL THERE IS ENOUGH LIGHT, AND IN THIS LIGHT AND DARKNESS I SEE YOU. LIKE THE MOON YOU SPREAD YOURSELF INSIDE ME. I AM ENLIGHTENED.

HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A MOONLIT NIGHT LIKE THIS?
THE BLUE BED SHEET COVERS EVERYTHING ON THIS EARTH,- THE LANDSCAPE, THE GREENERY, HOUSES, AND EVERYOTHER THING.YOU CAN SEE THE SHAPES AND FEEL IT'S SOFTNESS. THIS IS MAGICAL.

HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED MOON LIGHT? HAVE YOU EVER EXTENDED YOUR HANDS OUT TO EMBRACE HER OR GIVE HER THE CUTE HUG...?
YOU CAN FEEL HER WARMTH WHICH IS SO COOL AND MORE YOU RECEIVE MORE YOU WANT TO HOLD HER TIGHT. BUT YOU CAN NEVER QUITE GET HOLD OF HER.

HAVE YOU TRIED SEEING THE RECEEDING MOON?
A VAIL COVERS ONLY HER FACE EXPOSING ONLY HER FOREHEAD.SHE SEEMS MOST TEMPTING...SHE IS JUST PREPARING TO SLEEP AND YOU ARE WATCHING...

HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED HER PLAYING WITH THE CLOUDS? THOSE CHILDHOOD DAY, PLAYING HIDE N SEEK...AND SAYING 'TOOKIE' FROM ONE CORNOR OF DOOR AND THEN VANISH...

HAVE YOU EVER FELT HER DARKNESS?

OH! ITS SO PAINFUL. YOU KNOW SHE IS THERE BUT SHE CANNOT BE SEEN. YOU CAN ONLY FEEL HER PRESENCE. SHE BECOMES A DREAM OR A MEMORY, YOU CAN NEVER FORGET, YOU DONOT WANT TO FORGET. SHE IS SO... SO...CRUEL...THIS IS WHAT MAKE YOU LOVE HER...THE DISTANCE BRINGS YOU CLOSER, MORE CLOSER TO HER...BUT NOT CLOSE ENOUGH TO REACH HER...


~~~ AFTER THIS FEW HOURS, YOU WILL COME, I'LL SEE YOU AND WE'LL WALK TOGETHER. YOU WILL LIGHT MY WAY AND I WILL FOLLOW...